Wednesday, October 2, 2019

SPIRITUAL HEALING - TRANSFORMING MY INNER WORLD


  

Rey and I have decided to change our lives so we started by completely changing our environment. We’ve chosen to live in Mexico for many reasons – the currency exchange, respect for and protection of the natural environment, the abundance and quality of natural food products, the unpolluted atmosphere, everyday life on the beach, unlimited possibilities of earning income by expressing our creativity, and of course the wonderful Mexican people with whom we commune everyday.


 

Rey gives horseback riding tours to “El Eden”, which is really the “Garden of Eden”, and teaches people to dive and harpoon fish on the beach at Mismaloya. He organizes many great events and ensures that your vacation experiences are unforgettable. I've concentrated my time on finding venues to present my original music and to build a following for our "Jazz In The Jungle" project that is slowly being realized. 


We also work on a voluntary basis with a wonderful non-profit organization “Pasitos de Luz”, which offers free services for special needs children. Our activities are spiritually uplifting and hopefully of value for our newly chosen home country.

 As I go through my daily routine I often day dream. My dreams are mostly positive and focused on the future we are building for ourselves here. Sometimes I’m overwhelmed and find myself stressed because we have taken on major challenges with little knowledge of the country or the language. That's when the irritability and self-doubt kicks in and nothing seems to go right.


I've learned to see every crisis as an opportunity to learn. Through the guidance of my very astute, spiritually awakened husband Rey, I learned to ask myself: "Why do I want this?" At first I found the question pretty ridiculous and it made me angry. "Why do you think I want to experience stress, doubt and anxiety?" I would ask him. "I can't control my thoughts and feelings." "Yes, you can if you want to," Rey always replies. He continuously empowers me and I know that I can do anything. 

 
We immediately begin the task of dispelling the thoughts and fears that have accumulated since childhood. We take the time to address the emotional triggers and issues that might lower my self-esteem. Then Rey reminds me that these negative thoughts don't pay rent for the space they occupy in my brain.

It is time to let go and transform my inner world! We go for a walk to the beach or through the jungle and soak up the positive energies, the spirit and the magic of nature. It is cleansing and healing. Puerto Vallarta has several ley lines. We use the spiritual energy in their vortices.


This morning I get up at 5 am and make a coffee for Rey before he leaves to take his tour guests on horseback to "El Eden". He is an amazing man. As he grows into his spirituality I watch his lifestyle choices change. He is a wonderful role model and lets me know that I am loved. I'm happy. I start my day with a meditation to let go and reconnect with love, awareness and inner peace.